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I become Executive Officer to Maj Gen Dave Morehouse,  AF Judge Advocate General.
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I was a Lieutenant Colonel and was awaiting  promotion to full Colonel.
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Based in large part on the effort of Army General  Counsel William J. Haynes, the DOD General Counsel  Terry O'Donnell, attempts to place all uniformed lawyers  in the military services under the civilian general  counsels via Undersecretary of Defense Policy  Memorandum.  Congress intervenes, telling DOD  General Counsel nominee, David Addington, that he will  not be confirmed as DOD GC unless the memo is  rescinded.  It is.
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The service Judge Advocates General  presented a solid front to Congress opposing  the politicization of military legal advice.  The  entire event becomes known as the "hostile  takeover" attempt of David Addington and "Jim"  Haynes.  See my National War College Paper  documenting these events.
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I am visited at my apartment in DC for a weekend by a  female judge advocate. We met during one of my visits  at an AF base. We are not in any supervisory  relationship. We are both unmarried. We have a single  romantic involvement that weekend.
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The woman and I do not continue any romantic  involvement, but remain friends.  I provide  ongoing career mentoring until my retirement.   The IG Investigation characterizes this as an  inappropriate relationship.  Later it is  characterized as an "affair".
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Maj Gen Morehouse retires from active duty.  I am  reassigned as a student at the National War College at  Fort McNair in DC.
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I write the above paper on the "hostile  takeover" attempt.  
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Carolyn and I, having become serious in our relationship  during my year at National War College are married at Ft.  McNair, in DC.
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Perhaps the most beautiful day  I've ever seen  in DC.
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Carolyn and I move with her two children to Travis Air  Force Base, CA, where I become the Staff Judge  Advocate for 15th Air Force.
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In October 1994, we are thrilled to learn that  Carolyn is pregnant.
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I am deployed to Joint Task Force Saudi Arabia in Riyadh  for Operation Southern Watch.  I serve as Staff Judge  Advocate and Chief of Staff to the Commander.
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I meet then Lt. Gen John Jumper and then  Colonel John Corley.
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Carolyn and I lose our pregnancy.
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I can't recall ever having been so low.
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We are reassigned to Hickam AFB, HI.  I serve as Staff  Judge Advocate for Pacific Air Forces.
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I meet then Maj Gen Steve Polk, later the AF  Inspector General.
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I am selected for promotion to Brig Gen.
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It is announced that I will be assigned as Staff  Judge Advocate of Air Combat Command,  Langley AFB, VA.
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We arrive at Langley AFB, VA, and I am promoted to  Brigadier General.
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I am notified that I have been selected to become the  Deputy Judge Advocate General.
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I am sworn in as Deputy Judge Advocate General and  promoted to Major General.
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I had been a Brigadier General for only 10  months.
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I am in my Pentagon office speaking to our European  Headquarters about the World Trade Center attack when  a hijacked airliner strikes the Pentagon.
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The next day we were back at work in the  choking smoke and dust putting together  security plans and manning the Crisis Action  Center.
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It is announced that I have been selected to replace Maj  Gen Bill Moorman as Judge Advocate General in  February 2002.
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The Senate Armed Services Committee staff  extracts a promise from me to advise them if I  believe military legal advice is not being heard.   I promise candor.
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November 2001- April 2002
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DOD GC convenes a "working group" of the services'  civilian GCs and the Judge Advocates General, to  prepare for implementation of the President's Executive  order mandating  military commissions to prosecute  detainees from Afghanistan who are being interned at  Guantanamo.
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It was clear that the Executive Order was largely  lifted by the White House from a similar order  issued in 1940's following WW II. I recall feeling how strange it was to have the  civilians arguing for the harshest possible  application of the Executive Order while the  uniformed lawyers argued for some semblance  of modern due process.  Strangely, the  uniformed lawyers found themselves the  "liberals" in the room arguing for a system in  which the American people and the rest of the  world could see the application of American  values.  I repeatedly argued for rules of  evidence, proof beyond a reasonable doubt,  lawyer counsel for detainees and "public" trials.   Following her confirmation as Air Force GC,  Mary Walker repeatedly tells the group that my  views on due process are not the official views  of the Air Force.
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Mary Walker is confirmed as Air Force General Counsel.   She has been in Republican administrations before in  three other executive agencies.
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Walker tells a group of senior Judge Advocates  that she wants the relationship between the GC  office and TJAG office to work like "Fred and  Ginger".  She fails to mention that she intends  to be Fred.
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I am sworn in as the 14th AF Judge Advocate General.
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In my remarks to the nearly 300 people in  attendance, I hold out an olive branch to Mary  Walker and the GC's office staff.
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Mary Walker comes to my office to inform me that the mix  of legal functions between the TJAG an GC offices is all  wrong and that she intends to give the GC office much  greater authority over the legal advice provided by   uniformed military lawyers.
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I agreed that we could explore how to better  serve our clients.  I attempted to explain that  the functions of the respective staffs had  evolved over the course of the entire history of  the Air Force and should be disturbed only with  careful thought and planning.  She is not  amused.
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Walker makes a trip to visit Air Force facilities in the  middle east.  She returns from the trip with a long litany  of complaints about the legal services that the deployed  and permanently stationed JAGs are providing.  Without  showing her concerns to me, she provides them directly  to the SECAF and CSAF as evidence that she needs to  exert more direct supervision over Air Force uniformed  lawyers.  
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This is Walker's first formal assault on the JAG  Corps.  Nearly all her complaints are the result  of her lack of knowledge and understanding of  military  operations and current laws and  regulations.
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At Walker's behest, the SECAF orders an independent  review of the functions of the AF GC and Judge  Advocate General to determine appropriate roles and  missions for each.  Retired Generals Richard Hawley and  Bradley Hosmer are selected to conduct the review.   They spend about two months gathering data from both  the GC and TJAG offices, conduct interviews with the  clients of both staffs and make inquiries of  field  commanders.  Their report is thorough and concludes  that there are only minor redundancies in the two staffs  and that with minor adjustments, the system as set out  by the then existing Secretarial order is working well.   They recommend no significant changes to operations.
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Though the SECAF and CSAF receive and  approve the Hawley/Hosmer report as written, it  is dismissed by Mary Walker as "something they  could have written at the bar over a couple of  beers."  Walker continues to press the SECAF  for changes to operations.  She goes so far as  to claim the term "JAG Department" is an  inappropriate label, despite the fact that the  term  "JAG Department" comes from the statute  that created the AF JAG Department in 1947.   Later, she is able to convince the Secretary that  the term "JAG Department" creates confusion  with the Department of the Air Force.  The  Secretary orders that the JAG Department  change its name.  I am able to convince the  Secretary to allow us to adopt the term JAG  Corps so as to equate us to the other services  terminology.  Apparently, there is no  "confusion" in the similarity of names between  the Department of Defense and the  "Department " of the Air Force.
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By now Mary Walker's constant barrage of criticism of  the JAG Corps and me in particular has resulted in the  Secretary being concerned over my willingness to  "cooperate" with the AF GC.  Walker has repeatedly told  me that only she deals with the Secretary on legal  matters and that any message I have for him is to be  provided through her.  Though I disagree with her view,  I accede to it and send matters intended for the  Secretary through Walker.  In an e-mail criticizing me  based on something Walker has told him, the Secretary gives me an opening to go see him.  I seize on  the opportunity.
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When I meet with the Secretary, I am horrified to  learn that his concern is not that I am  uncooperative with Mary Walker, but that I have  been snubbing him by not coming to see him on  legal issues.  Walker has not conveyed my  reports to the Secretary and instead has told  him that she doesn't know what my position is  on various issues of interest to the Secretary.  I  advise the Secretary that I will provide him with  weekly updates of information of interest to him  and will visit him periodically for one-on-one  issue sessions.  Walker is furious that I have  gone to the Secretary without taking her with  me.  For the next two years, I do exactly as I  promised to keep the Secretary informed of JAG  activities and issues.
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A letter from a female group of former Air Force Academy  cadets alleges widespread sexual assaults and  harassment there has not been treated seriously.  The  SECAF and CSAF, both of whom want to make major  changes at the Academy, see this as a great opportunity  to appear to be heroes by strongly addressing any  problems related to the treatment of sexual assault  allegations while also changing other matters at the  Academy.  The Superintendent, Lt. Gen John Dallagher,  is hung out to dry over the matter.  He is forced out as  Superintendent and retired as a major general.  The  Secretary orders Mary Walker to review the handling of  sexual assault allegations at the Academy.  She demands  I provide her with resources to conduct the inquiry, but  does not permit me to have any information regarding  her findings or to help shape her report.
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Walker no doubt sees this as a golden  opportunity to stick it to the JAG Corps one  more time.  One of her deputies, Kipling W.  AtLee, is given the task of conducting the  investigation.  AtLee is well familiar with the  Academy and sexual assault allegations  because he is a former AF Judge Advocate and  retired colonel.  Some years before, he had  been instrumental in developing the Academy's  sexual assault policies following allegations  against a former Commandant of Cadets that the  Academy was not treating sexual assaults  seriously.  In fact, an IG investigation had been  conducted of which AtLee was aware.  
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Having concluded that Mary Walker is not incorporating  JAG inputs into the working group report on detainee  interrogation techniques, we feel we have no choice but  to create a "paper trail" of our objections.  My  International and Operations Law Division drafts a letter  identifying our concerns that the course proposed by  Walker in her "final" report violates domestic and  international law and subjects the United States to  opprobrium from the international community.  
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By the time the letter is completed, I am on  travel and it is signed out with my authority by  my deputy.  It is immediately classified.  Walker  is furious at the letter.  She is forced to advise  the DOD GC of our objections.  Ours is the first  of similar letters later sent by the other service  JAGs.  We never see the final product  submitted by Walker to the DOD GC, but later  learn that it supported more than two dozen  interrogation techniques for routine use and  required DOD level approval for five others.
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Walker's internecine warfare on the JAG Corps and me  continue unabated.  At her insistence, the SECAF issues  a new Secretarial Order reassigning responsibilities to  the two legal staffs.  When Walker proposes to have a  greater voice over advice given to Commanders in the  field, I send a strongly worded rebuttal, supported by the  field commanders and their staff judge advocates.
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My letter is leaked and an article is published in  the Air Force Times newspaper regarding the  issue.  Walker is furious and accuses me of  leaking the letter to the AF Times.  As usual, this  is completely untrue.  I suspect a member of her  own staff actually leaked the letter.
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Having begun to think about my departure from active  duty, I am intrigued by the Broad Foundation's Urban  Superintendent's Academy program.  It provides military  and private sector leaders a ten month intensive  training program to equip them to become involved in  urban public school education at the superintendent  level.  I apply and am selected from a cohort of nearly  300 for one of the 22 spaces in the program.
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While I considered all sorts of career avenues,  this one truly captured my imagination.  I felt  public school superintendency could be a  continuation of my service to the nation  because I firmly believe that quality public  education is a vital and urgent matter of  national security.
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The story of Abu Grhaib detainee mistreatment breaks in  the press.  Almost immediately there is a rush to  determine how the system broke down.
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The civilian leadership in DOD is in near panic.   Mary Walker is identified as having taken the  lead for the DOD in considering the  interrogation techniques for Guantanamo, later  exported to Iraq and Afghanistan by Maj Gen  Geoffrey Miller.  She is dubbed the "torture  attorney" in published articles.
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I am contacted by Senator Lindsay Graham to discuss the  internal process used by the DOD GC working group to  consider detainee interrogation techniques.  He wants  to know the "climate" of our discussions.  He asks if the  JAGs were in agreement with the Administration position  as outlined by the John Yoo memorandum. I tell him the  TJAGs were unanimously against any policy that took the  US out of compliance with the Geneva Conventions.  I  tell him I was so concerned that I had my Deputy sign out  a letter to Mary Walker in Feb 03 (see above) putting the  AF JAG on record as opposing a policy that would put us  in the category of rogue nation.  He is surprised to learn  of the letter and asks if he can have a copy.  I tell him  that the Memo has been classified and I will begin  looking for a way to legally provide it to him.
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At the time of Graham's request for the Feb 03  letter to Mary Walker, I knew there was great  tension in the Pentagon civilian legal  establishment over the negative publicity  triggered by the revelations of Abu Grhaib.  I  knew I should go cautiously and not involve  anyone else if possible.  I began to look into  how the Feb 03 letter became classified, who  had classification authority over it and who  could either declassify it or grant access to  Senator Graham.  I did seriously consider  sending it to him through the mail without  regard to its classification.  However, I knew  that if discovered, such an action would most  surely result in severe disciplinary action.
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When I arrive at the site of the weekly Headquarters  staff meeting, I am met at the door by a livid Mary Walker  demanding to know why I gave "Jack's CYA Memo" (the  Feb 2003 Memo signed out for me by Jack Rives  referenced above) to Mr. Scott Stuckey, a Senate Armed  Services Committee staffer.  I tell her I did not provide it  to him nor did I believe anyone else did either.   Following the meeting she demands I walk with her to  her office.  During the walk she berates me for giving  Stuckey the Memo, tells me that I am disloyal and trying  to make her look bad and that she is going to advise the  Chief of Staff and Secretary that I am going behind her  back to the SASC.
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I had no reason to believe that Mr Stuckey had  the Feb 03 Memo and in fact, Walker's  information was incorrect.  Stuckey did not have  the memo and would not have it until the  summer of 2005 when it was released to Senator  Graham following a Freedom of Information Act  request.  Walker did advise the Chief and  Secretary that I was going behind her back to  the SASC.  I was called into the Chief's office to  explain why I had done it.  He clearly did not  believe my protestations that I did not provide  the Memo to Mr. Stuckey.
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I take a telephone call from the DOD GC, Mr. Jim Haynes,  who demands that I do a live interview with ABC News to  talk about the "collegial environment" in which the  detainee interrogation techniques approved by SECDEF  Rumsfeld were developed.  He wants me to tell ABC  News that the JAGs had a full opportunity to participate  in the development of the detainee interrogation policy.   Though I advise him that I can talk about the process, I  cannot confirm that the JAG inputs were valued or  considered.  He tells me he really needs for me to do  this for him.  I decline to participate.
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It is clear that Haynes and Walker saw me as the  "ringleader" of the internal opposition to the  detainee interrogation technique policy.  He  may well have believed that I led a group of  judge advocates that raised the issue of military  advice on the topic being ignored to the New  York City Bar Association.  They obviously  hoped that if I went on national television to say  the JAGs were fully on board with the  interrogation techniques, the other JAGs would  back off any opposition.  The next day, I  departed on travel and Haynes, without my  permission, coerced my deputy into doing an  interview on the topic.  Fortunately, my deputy  did a good job of avoiding any confirmation of  the line Haynes had wanted me to take.
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May 14, 2004 (as best I can  reconstruct it from my records)
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Senator Graham calls me again to confirm our earlier  conversation regarding development of the DOD  detainee interrogation policy.  When I confirm it and the  existence of the Feb 03 Memo to Mary Walker, he asks  me to hold the line because he wants Senator McCain to  hear this.  When McCain comes on the line, I repeat the  substance of my conversation with Graham.  He tells me  this is important information that they need and asks if  he too can receive the Feb 03 Memo to Walker.  I explain  to him the difficulty of the classification aspect, but  assure him and Graham that I will find a way legally to  provide it to him.  Graham then tells me that they  (Graham and McCain) will protect me should there be  any trouble over my cooperation with them.
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I actually believed Graham when he told me that  he and McCain would protect me if it was  discovered by the Administration that I was  assisting them.  I was not able to work  immediately on the classification aspects of the  document as the rest of the month was  consumed in official travel duties hosting the  first AF Domestic Violence workshop at the JAG  School at Maxwell AFB, AL, and travel to a  conference and base inspections in Europe.
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Senator Lindsay Graham introduces legislation to  enhance the status of the Judge Advocates General by  making clear that they do not work for the civilian  general counsels and elevating their positions to three  stars (lieutenant general).  Mary Walker and Jim Haynes  see this as a "fall on the sword" issue.  I take the  position that the legislation is absolutely necessary to  insure that military and civilian leaders receive  uniformed legal advice at the highest decision making  levels.
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Mary Walker mounted a no holds barred  campaign against the legislation, including an  effort to have the SECAF weigh in specifically  with SECDEF and Senator Graham.  She is so  determined to see the legislation defeated that,  in a bizarre email to the SECAF, she invokes the  biblical story of Esther, implying that it was  divine intervention that put Dr Roche in the  SECAF’s job “for such a time as this” so that he  could save the GCs from the threat of a  stronger JAG via elevation of TJAGs to three  stars.
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An anonymous complaint against me is filed with the  Chief of Staff and a copy sent to former TJAG Bill  Moorman.  I am unaware of the complaint.
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The complaint includes copies of e-mail sent to  my government e-mail address by Major AAA.
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Major AAA sends an e-mail to my government computer.
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I read the e-mail and delete it.
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I am summoned to the Chief of Staff's office at 0900.  He  informs me that an anonymous complaint has been filed  against me alleging unprofessional relationships.  He  shows me an excerpt of the complaint.  It is clear to me  that the wildly exaggerated complaint has been compiled  from a thorough review of my e-mail and telephone calls  to female friends and associates. The Chief tells me that  the complaint included several e-mails from Major AAA  to my e-mail account, but he does not show them to me.
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I am so shocked by what I read that I am nearly  speechless.  I am prepared to acknowledge that  my relationship with Major AAA is questionable,  but do not want to put the Chief of Staff in an  awkward position by elaborating on it.  I tell the  Chief that I was planning to retire the next June  anyway and would be willing to move up my  retirement date if he wanted to save the Air  Force from any embarrassment.  He declines my  offer to retire early.  He tells me he will turn the  matter over to the Inspector General and that I  should go back to work.  I later learn that the  investigation had begun almost immediately and  was underway already when he informed me of  the complaint.
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According to the IG Report of Investigation, this is the  date the investigators capture the contents of my  government e-mail account.  They do not have a warrant  to search my account as required by the 4th Amendment.  (See U.S. v Long)
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The investigators do not find the August 17  e-mail from Major AAA in my account.  This forms  the basis for the later charge that I obstructed  justice.  See Specification 1 on page 2 in  Disciplinary Action.  The specification is totally  deficient as it includes a two day period when I  could not have known of the complaint, as well  as being the product of an illegal search.  As  noted above, I simply read and deleted the  e-mail on August 17.  Had the investigators  acted properly, they would have obtained a  warrant and captured my e-mail on August 19 in  order to establish a baseline for what was in my  account.  Their shoddy investigative practices  were held against me by General Cook when he  considered this allegation.
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In violation of the Military Mental Health Evaluation  Protection Act, the IG investigators record the testimony  of Dr. (Major) Linda Estes, a psychologist working for the  Office of Special Investigations.  Without ever meeting  me, interviewing any witness, or reading any witness  testimony, but based solely on a cursory review of a  carefully selected set of my e-mail, she issues a  diagnosis that my actions are "predatory." In one  memorable passage, she plots with the investigators  how they can ambush the teenage daughter of a dear  friend who has been identified in the anonymous  complaint, in order to coerce the daughter into  disclosing the nature of her mother's relationship to me.
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Dr. Estes testimony is as much an affirmation of  the views of the investigators as a  psychological evaluation.  Throughout many  pages of testimony she does little more than  assent to the views of the two colonels  investigating the case.  I am completely  unaware of this evaluation and remain so until  December 11, when I see the IG summary report  of investigation. I later file a complaint with the  Arizona Board of Psychologist Examiners about  Dr. Estes' actions.  Based on my complaint, the  Board initially voted to discipline Dr. Estes in  October 2006, for violating Arizona law  governing psychologists.  This was reduced to a  cautionary letter after the Air Force put on a  "full court" press to support Dr. Estes, claiming  that her testimony didn't make any difference in  the case.  That was clearly false.  See below.
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The Chief of Staff and SECAF both insist that I  "voluntarily" step aside during the pendency of the IG  Investigation.  I press them for the reason, and both  refuse to say more than: "It will be better for you."   Wanting to avoid any difficulties for the office of the  Judge Advocate General, I accede to their demand.
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Of course, it was only later that I would learn  that the IG investigators ran to the Chief and  SECAF with the "diagnosis" of Dr. Estes.  That  gave them the cover they needed to force me  out of my position at a critical time for both the  detainee interrogation issues and the  legislation to enhance the status of the TJAGs.
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I am advised by my counsel that the IG investigation has  concluded.  Since learning that the complaint was based  mainly on my e-mail, I had scrupulously avoided making  any changes on my government e-mail account during  the investigation.
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About October 18, believing the investigation to  be over.  I begin cleaning up some of my  personal and official folders in my government  e-mail account.  I move a personal file folder  labeled "Fiscus" to an archive folder and name  it "Fiscus1" since the archive already has a  folder labeled "Fiscus".  I do so to keep all my  personal e-mail in one place so as to preserve  the addresses for future use.  This will become  important later in the AF ethics investigation.
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I am informed that I will be offered non-judicial  punishment under Article 15, UCMJ.  I am notified by my  Air Force Academy classmate, Lt General Mike Dunn.  I  am given three working days to decide whether to  demand trial by court-martial.  We are not provided with  the evidence supporting the action as is normally done.   I am ordered to decide by Monday, December 13.  No  extension of time will be granted.
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Carolyn goes with me to receive the  notification.  Despite the fact that Gen Dunn and  his wife have been in our home numerous times  and we had spent considerable time in each  others' company during our assignment  together in Hawaii, he doesn't acknowledge  Carolyn.  He asks her if she is my counsel.   When I remind him that it's Carolyn, my wife, he  acts as if he has never met her.
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My counsel receive an extract from the IG Report  consisting of the executive summary and some witness  testimony.
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I did not personally see any of the material until  December 11.  Seeing how the investigators  have massaged the testimony of nearly every  witness to reach conclusions not logically  supported by that testimony is a revelation.  
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Counsel and I work furiously through the weekend in an  effort to digest the IG Report, understand the charges  and what evidence is being used to support them and  decide the best course of action.
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Counsel advise me that they're not sure what  evidence can be used to refute an allegation  that my e-mail were "inappropriately intimate",  nor can they make sense of the obstruction of  justice allegation based on the material  contained in the IG Report.  We conclude that it  is best to rely on the common sense of General  Cook to see that the charges are largely the  product of overzealous investigators.
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I accept the non-judicial forum for my case and ask for a  hearing before the Commander appointed to consider  my case, General Donald Cook.  We are ordered to a  hearing on December 20.  No extensions of time will be  granted.
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Though many civilians (and even some  uninformed military people) think "accepting"  Article 15 is a "guilty plea" it is not.  It is simply  the choice to have the commander consider the  case himself.  It was completely unfair to have  to attempt to put together any sort of defense  and character references the week before  Christmas.  My counsel worked miracles to put  together the materials they did, but some  compassion in granting an extension of time  until after the holidays would have given us at  least a fighting chance.  Being so close to the  completion of the investigation, most of the  witnesses still believed they were under orders  not to speak to anyone about the case,  including me or my counsel.  The AF IG  investigators did not inform the witnesses that  they were released from the gag order or that  they could cooperate with us.  I am grateful to  those few who, seeing the unfairness in all of  this, chose to risk talking to me and my counsel  and who assisted us as best they could in  preparing for the hearing before General Cook.
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My counsel and I appear before General Cook.  I make a  brief statement to General Cook taking full responsibility  for my actions, telling him of my belief that the charges  are wildly exaggerated, and pointing him to my efforts to  keep the U.S. on the right side of the law in detainee  interrogations, military commissions, and politicization of  military legal advice.
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Earlier that day, while attempting to get clarity  on the material the AF believed supported  various of the charges, my counsel is told by  General Cook's deputy Staff Judge Advocate  that if we want the "evidence" we can demand  trial by court-martial.  In all my years as a judge  advocate, I had never heard of such a practice.   In every office I ever supervised, the accused  person and counsel were provided all the data  in the government's possession when notified  of the intent to take non-judicial action.
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I return to General Cook's office.  He informs me that he  has decided to punish me for the allegations.  He  imposes a forfeiture of a month's pay and reads me a  scathing letter of reprimand.  Having known him for  many years, I am shocked that he can have found the  charges worthy of belief and action.
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Following the formal imposition of punishment,  General Cook calls me back into his office.  In  essence he urges me not to commit suicide.  He  says that I am very talented and will land on my  feet.  In an unfathomable display of irony, as we  part, he embraces me in a long hug - the very  type of action for which he had just ruined my  career.
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Counsel submit our presentation to the Officer Grade  Determination Board.  Once again, it has had to be  prepared over the Christmas holiday with no extension  of time allowed.  It is an exceptionally well written  document considering the crushing time constraint  placed upon us.
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Bush Administration officials had already laid  the groundwork for an exceptionally harsh  decision by the Board, by leaking word of the  probable outcome, thus making the result an  expected conclusion.  In fact, those officials had  decided back in June/July that I was to be  humiliated and lose my stars.  This was just the  Administration's end game abetted by other  uniformed officers.
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I am retired from active duty in the grade of Colonel.
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